new pic, new layout, new song...

it's a new day.

gone are the frustrations, the confusions, the aches... now's the time to focus, to stay on point, to enjoy. in less than a month, my first year of college will be over. done. finito. never to be relived... it's crunch time in so many ways.

{{woah, someone sneezed hella loud in the hallway..... it sounded weird, too.}}

but yeah, post-pcn has been fabolous. oh yeah, and dang, i haven't updated fully since spring break. wow, so much has happened... but i'll need more time.

only recently have i begun to delve into some real issues with different relationships i've formed at cal.  post-pcn, i've come to value my friends/family here all the more. late night hot seats, playtime, convos, movies, music, haranas, dancing, jamming, chatting, talking. i feel that we're closer now than ever. and what thrills me is that there is so much more to learn about them and experience with them. these people truly make my day everyday. "i'd gladly risk it all" for these people.

hopefully we'll all keep in touch over the summer... and if not, then that's ok too... i'd understand.

and so to end on a happy note:

um....

25 days till my birthday!! yay! the big 1 - 9.... haha, cotillioners, let's remix it... version 2.0! hahahahahahaha...

oy.

(11 months ago ... *sigh* i'm such a hopeless romantic...)

random edit: kool-aid doesn't take like diet nastiness anymore, i wonder why that is....