interesting how i seem to relate so well to this poem/sonnet... and yet... WHAT LIPS MY LIPS HAVE KISSED? i'll give you $100 if you're the first one to tell me the correct answer!!! (dude... i'm just kidding... you think i've got $100 to just hand out... well my friend... you are mistaken!) ah my days of romantic glory... middle school... how i miss that!?! i'm seriously in the winter of my love life... it's so sad... *whimper*... then again... i'm not alone in this so it's all good... i've got my friends to keep me sane... and at least i'm not like the speaker in the poem who's forgotten all these "loves"... i vividly remember mine... woo woo! ah the memories... hmmmmm... i just had a crazy idea... ah... flashback flashback... great america science field trip in 8th grade.... VEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRYYYYYY GOOD day for me... maybe old school tricks still work? maybe this may i'll... lol... nah...

hmmm... when people start to act differently around you, don't you get weirded out? idk it's like... things are changing or they seem to be changing in a situation very close to my heart... and i don't think i like where it's going... i just wanna yell... "NO WAIT... be like you were a few weeks ago... don't go all 'censored' and 'watching your mouth' around me now" ahhhhhh... i need to get my story straight... and my heart in line with my head... it's way too tough to balance out the scales when you're being pulled in opposite directions... ahhhhh if only... but alas LIFE IS DUKKHA!!!! if there's anything i'll take out of my last semester at Carondelet... it's just that!!!