at least her body is somewhat getting back to her BC (before children) days.
i'd like to get back to my BC (before college) days body, too. it really irks me to look at my old cheerleading outfits and only be able to fit like a leg in. frickin a. frickin angelo... lol... putting on my top. lol. argh.
idk...
i don't think it's enough to want to work out to lose weight. but maybe it's enough for people to not think i'm preggers. gosh.
i know i should be doing this for myself and for how i feel. but i think i'm just doing it because of what they think.
all i know is that i'm not gonna deal with any comments at rachel's cotillion which is next august. yup. not again.
time for some self-control and discipline. this is gonna cost me $$ but at least i won't have to deal w/ the looks and the family comments. and i think... it's worth it.
i think that i like the "i'm doing this b/c of what other people think" approach... for now. then again... the "i'm doing this b/c of what other people think" mentality has been a pretty big driving force in my life. why stop now?
it's probably really self-destructive. but whatev. i'm grown. i'll deal.
it was very hard to keep away from last night's pasae/pahc/p4 pre-pro halo-halo mixer... but i did it. thanks to beyonce, justin timberlake, a messy closet, and rising gas prices. ugh... so hard. slowing weening myself off the pil-orgs... what a task. lol.
---------------------------- in other news:
MY DIPLOMA CAME IN THE MAIL. YAY!
it's official. i have been conferred a Bachelors Degree in Science and am granted all the rights and privileges pertaining to such a distinction. lol.
my mom was kinda surprised. she said it looked really plain. i agreed. for busting my ass for 4 years, couldn't the university have sprung from some gold leafing? lol... or a caligraphy-ish font? lol... or maybe, even saying something about Civil & Environmental Engineering on it... hmmmmm... yeah, that was kinda weird w/out it there. i could say I was EECS or something. jk.
anyway, i've been in a purging/upgrading/redecorating/shopping mood lately. it is really cutting into my credit line.
and you know what else has been filling up my card statements... restaurants. just food in general. it's nice to feel like i can go out every now and then for something tasty and have a good time w/ my friends... but, what ever happened to cheap college food. lol. i will definitely miss that. berkeley has some great eats. i wish i had experienced more of it.
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